She could have been

She could have been a police woman.
She could have been that…

She could have been a career woman.
She could have been that..

She could have been the security.
She could have been a preacher.
She could have been a completely stranger….
She could have been anything.

I just have to wait…

habis daya

habis dayaku, menghadapi keheninganmu.

melawan rasa rindu yang menggebu

yang menetes seperti derasnya air hujan, sekencang tiupan angin laut.

habis dayaku, melawan imajinasiku.

imanjinasiku tentang keberadaanmu. tentang senyawamu,

yang kuharap dapat kusentuh, dan kukasihi dengan tulus…

namun sungguh,

walau tak dapat kunikmati, khayal tentang keberadaanmu, tetap bertahta indah, di sebuah sudut hati…

 

habis dayaku. melawan hampa rasamu.

berjuang akan cintaku, untuk sedikit ruang dalam hatimu.. 

menyentuh sepercik kebahagiaanmu..

mendapatkan bagian dalam keabadianmu..

tapi sungguh kusadari, takkan kudapatkan semua itu, karna hampa rasamu..